The parenting stuff is so much more complex than I can handle at times, that I just have to ignore some issues.
I'm working on integrating the family, getting us all in school/work routine. This meant getting some of the family's non-emergency care just had to wait. For example, I'm just starting the Early Intervention Program. This is the state funded program that helps any child with significant delays in speech, physical or cognitive delays under the age of 3. As it is state funded, the child has to be evaluated and qualify by their approved people, then the state selects the amount of therapy, type of therapy and therapist (well, for the most part). The good thing is it's a free evaluation, free therapy, and the therapy is supposed to happen at your house.
From the first request by a parent to final decision on therapy, is mandated to be no more than 45 days, but my process is slowly grinding moving forward. Which makes me feel a bit bad about taking so long to get started. First, the lady whose job it is to tell me about the program upon my request was sick for a week. Then, I am requesting speech help, but they are requiring full developmental evaluation. That is a nice precaution, but it requires another meeting which is tough on a working mom. The program is supposed to evaluate the kid in your home, but since DS2 only heard Mandarin until 3 months ago, they decided he has to have a bilingual evaluation, which means we have to take him to a site in Chinatown, for both evaluations. I've already got the pediatrician sending in paper work. But hey, I'm still waiting to get his hearing tested, so that throws a wrinkle into the evaluation problem I'm just not going to deal with (I actually think his hearing is fine, but the hearing test "should" be a priority due to the common hearing issues associated cleft palate).
Next, poor DH. In the first month home I probably asked him to move out half a dozen times. I don't know why he didn't go, and there is no need now. He has been the last priority in this "adjustment" window. And as other items get check off the "to do" list, he has risen in my priorities. What "adjustment" as in adjustment time; reality is our life as we knew it is over. There has been a structural change. There is no going back. But hey, we don't really know what lies ahead. But I'm sure it is more "adjustments".
I don't even want to go into the job, where I'm excited about a few projects I'm working on but still have not moved them forward as quickly as I wanted to because of, time out for preschool (next post), time out for Halloween, time out for lunch with girls (read mental health), and other work stuff that sneaks up in priority.
No great conclusion tonight, just admitting its all complex.
